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Stefano

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Capo dei Liaison (Ottobre 2008/ Ottobre 2009) presso la Gilda dei Messaggeri

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Stefanowrote:
Ciao Hana!!! How could I ever forget you! :D
It's nice to hear back from you. I'm fine, this is a very good period, a changing period.
Shorah!! /dance
4 days ago
Hannawrote:
Ciao Leo, mi ricorda?  How are you?  I keep checking those Myst forums from time to time. I talk to one person from there - Ken.   One of these days I am going to take another trip to your beautiful land. Take care - Hana
Sept. 24
Silverwrote:
Well, hun, you ARE my favourite Italian guySilmänisku
And yeah, completeness exsists, such a lovely word indeed...its meaning....and something we can reach for.
June 8
Stefanowrote:
awww. You sure know how to bring tears to my cheeks, babe. Sorriso
Thank you so much Silver!!!!
 
And don't be scared of the thing I'm going to post on the Blog, it's just for the sake of completeness (Uhm...does this word exists or am I creating English again?!?! Linguaccia)
June 2
Silverwrote:
Hey dear! I hope you'll have a best summer of your life so farHymy Thinking about you *hugs*
June 2
November 02

Fast update

Fast update, with no willingness to update my blog althought I'd have so many new things to tell. But I won't, ya know, I'm a shy boy. Much better to be the riddler (ask me why all mother beneath the earth and sky hold their children's hands for a while their hearts forever yours and mine).... ehm anyway....much better to be the riddler and let just a few understand :) I like to make riddles

Nice period this one. Started University, found there so many new people and most importantly so much more similar to me. I'd never had friends much similar to me, not at all. Science minded, inclined to scientific jokes, like videogames, like good music, first of all metal. A bocca aperta Now I feel good. I even got one interested in Myst, and this is good, it's my first time...let's see how far he gets.

Doesn't matter that man has no wings, as long as I hear the nightingale sing!!
June 02

Quotes - Tarja

In the night I feel the cold of my loneliness

Cold that embraces my heart

Draining my strength to fight

Only to breathe this suffering

 

Tell me why?

Why must I bear this cross

So heavy for my soul?

Please hold me in your love

 

Let me die

Give me the light

I'm waiting for death to knock on my door to release my pain

My sadness in the night

 

Every day I dream of sunlight in my dark room

I want to find a reason why

Justify my reason to stay alive

Within this pain

 

-Sadness in the night

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Tired of being alone

 

what you have dreamed

is not what i am

so far

let me be the one

please understand me

how i am

but i don't want , to walk alone

i need your hands to warm my soul

 

Tired of being alone

Tired of being alone

 

-Tired if being alone

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Overwhelming love, heaven's just a feeling.

 

-Die Alive

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all he needed was a gentle heart
to lead him through the dark
when his dreams are running wild

 

-Boy and the Ghost

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Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous

Poison
You're poison running through my
Veins
You're poison, I don't want to
Break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and its needles
And pins (and pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you
Screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but
You're under my skin (deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips
Are venomous

Poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna
Break these chains
Poison

One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not
Touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous

Poison
You're poison running through my
Veins
You're poison, I don't wanna
Break these chains
Poison

I want to love you but I better not
Touch (don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too
Much (too much)
I want to taste you but your lips
Are venomous poison, yeah

I don't want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Running deep inside my veins,
Burning deep inside my veins
It's poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison

 

-Poison

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Open your heart, to close our great divide.

 

-Our great divide

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Frozen in time yearning forbidden wishes.
Damned and divine.
Scars of my broken kisses.
What will follow if tomorrow's blind?
My eternal night.

Every single dawn I die again.

 

-Damned and divine

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I cut my heart, a gift to you

You leave salt in my wound

You are inside my wall of thoughts

But in yours I'm unknown

 

My desperation finds a book of heroes gone

Legends tell about a saviour wise and strong

I'm burning at the stake of love, the flames get tall

And in my anguish he's the last resort to call

 

And suddenly, my seer is on my side

Bringing love while forgetting his pride

In his eyes I see there'll be better times along my way

 

Nothing to fear

Nothing to fear

 

Why is it called Elysian Fields

When love builds only grief

All your agony and pain

Stays the same till you see

 

That destination shows you legends long extinct

Rumours are told about a hero kind and skilled

I'm burning at love's stake and that's the end I feel

 

But suddenly my seer is on my side

Bringing love while forgetting his pride

In his eyes I see there'll be better times along my way

 

As he longs to speak to me

I realise the reflection while listening

His words mend all my wounds, cause he is me

My seer lives inside of me

 

When suddenly, my seer is on my side

Bringing love while forgetting his pride

In his eyes I see there'll be better times along my way

 

Nothing to fear

My seer is near

There's nothing to fear

My seer is near

My seer is near

 

-The seer

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Quotes - Within Temptation 2

Come into my world,

See through my eyes.

Try to understand,

Don't want to lose what we have.

 

See who I am,

Break through the surface.

Reach for my hand,

Let's show them that we can

Free our minds and find a way.

The world is in our hands,

This is not the end.

 

Fear is withering the soul

At the point of no return.

We must be the change we wish to see.

 

-See who I am

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I can see

When you stay low nothing happens

Does it feel right?

 

Late at night

Things I thought I put behind me

Haunt my mind

 

Stand my ground, I won't give in

No more denying, I've got to face it

Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside

If I don't make it, someone else will

Stand my ground

 

-Stand my ground

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I have to try

To break free

From the thoughts in my mind

Use the time that I have

I can say goodbye

Have to make it right

Have to fight

'Cause I know in the end it's worthwhile

That the pain that I feel slowly fades away

It will be all right

 

Oh, this night is too long

Have no strength to go on

No more pain I'm floating away

 

-Pale

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Together in all these memories

I see your smile

All the memories I hold dear

Darling you know I love you till the end of time

 

-Memories

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Fear of who I am becoming

I fear that I'm losing

The struggle within

I can no longer restrain it

My strength, it is fading

I have to give in

 

-It's the fear

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Lost in the darkness

Hoping for a sign

Instead there's only silence

Can't you hear my screams?

 

Never stop hoping

Need to know where you are

But one thing's for sure

You're always in my heart

 

[Chorus:]

I'll find you somewhere

I'll keep on trying

Until my dying day

I just need to know

Whatever has happened

The truth will free my soul

 

Lost in the darkness

Tried to find your way home

I want to embrace you

And never let you go

 

Almost hope you're in heaven

So no one can hurt your soul

Living in agony

Cause I just do not know

Where you are

 

[Chorus]

 

Wherever you are

I won't stop searching

Whatever it takes me to know

 

[Chorus]

 

-Somewhere

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Where are the heroes

In my time of need

Is my crying abandoned?

Or have they gone

Oh no

 

They just tend to stand

Out of the rain

Thinking but not acting

That they're not to blame

 

Falling and crawling

A fight to stand up

Memory still haunts me

In the dead of night

 

Over and over

I felt so small

But one day I'll be stronger

And you better watch out

 

[Chorus:]

I will overcome

In violence there's silence

Oh no,

It can't be undone

I will overcome

Knowing that I'm not the only one

I will overcome

It's the only way to carry on

 

Where are the saviours

Afraid of the toll

Sorry do my nine inch nails

Slash your soul?

 

Such heroes

Throwing stones

Straight at the one

Who is standing alone?

 

Twisting and turning

It's always the same

The truth is never honest

When you're to blame

 

Pushing and pulling

Never give in

One day I wish

You see you're not so beautiful within

 

[Chorus]

 

Run and run

Run and run

 

[Chorus]

 

I will overcome

 

-Overcome

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I did my best to please you

But my best was never good enough

Somehow you're only able to see

All I am not

Did you ever look behind

Aren't you afraid of the pieces you'll find

I have failed you

But you have failed me too

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

In your life why didn't you ever try

I close my eyes as I walk the thin line between love and hate

For the person with the same blood in his veins

You show no regrets

About all the things you did or said

I have failed you

But believe me you failed me too

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

In your life why didn't you ever try

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn

The ones you do not understand

Do you ever wonder if it's justified

 

-Destroyed

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No matter how many stones you put inside

She always keeps on floating in your mind

With every turn of your head you see her face again

Until the end, over and over again

 

Why, you just won't leave my mind

Was this the only way

I couldn't let you stay

 

-Jane Doe

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It's burning me up inside

Lost all my tears, can't cry

No reason, no meaning

Just hatred

No matter how hard I try

You fear the beast inside

It's growing, it's waiting

Just to hurt you

 

-Blue Eyes

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Do you wanna feel how it feels?

 

Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making?

 

And if I only could

Make a deal with God

And have him swap our places

 

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?

Oh tell me we both matter, don't we?

 

C'mon baby, c'mon darling

Let me steal this moment from you now

C'mon angel, c'mon, c'mon darling

Let's exchange the experience

 

-Running up that hill

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Quotes - Within Temptation 1

Would you mind if I hurt you?

Understand that I need to

Wish that I had other choices

Than to harm the one I love

 

What have you done now

 

I know I'd better stop trying

You know that there's no denying

I won't show mercy on you now

 

I know I should stop believing

I know that there's no retrieving

 

I, I've been waiting for someone like you

But now you are slipping away

What have you done now

Why, Why does fate make us suffer

There's a curse between us

Between me and you

 

Would you mind if I killed you

Would you mind if I tried to

Cause you have turned into my worst enemy

 

-What have you done

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In my darkest hours
I could not foresee
That the time could turn so fast to this degree
Can't believe my eyes
How can you be so blind
Is the heart of stone no empathy inside

Time keeps on slipping away and we haven't learned
So in the end now what have we gained?

Sanctus, espiritus
Redeem us from our solemn hour
Sanctus, espiritus
Insanity is all around us
Sanctus, espiritus
Is this what we deserved can we break free
From chains of never-ending agony


-Our Solemn Hour

--------------------------------

Nothing's ever changed, you still turn away

You've washed your hands, you've made that all too clear

You just keep on living this lie

 

You refuse to see, you're denying me

the cross I bear but you don't seem to care

Even Judas knew he had lied

 

I keep wondering why

I'm still calling your name through my tears

 

Why have you waited to embrace me my dear?

Cold is your silence, denying what is real

I'm still wondering why

I'm still calling your name my dear

 

I'm sorry if you can't stand the naked truth

All you see is how you want it to be

So you keep on living your life

 

Release me from this cross after all these years

Oh call my name and help me with this weight

Even though it comes far too late

 

I keep wondering why

I'm still calling your name through my tears

 

Why have you waited to embrace me my dear

Cold is your silence, denying what is real

I'm still wondering why I'm still calling your name

and I wonder, oh I wonder ...

 

In my heart I still hope you will open the door

You can purify it all, answer my call

 

Why? Why?

 

Why have you waited to embrace me my dear?

Cold is your silence, denying what is real

I'm still wondering why I'm still calling your name

and I wonder, oh I wonder ...

 

In my heart I still hope you will open the door

You can purify it all, answer my call

 

-The Cross

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I´m searching,

I´m fighting for a way to get through

To turn it away

 

It´s waiting, always trying

I feel the hands of fate, they´re suffocating

Tell me what´s the reason

Is it all inside my head

Can´t take it no more!

 

But no one faced what's coming my way

And I will let my fear fade away

Whatever may be, I'll have to find out

 

-Final Destination

--------------------------------

I'm dying to catch my breath

oh why don't i ever learn

I've lost all my trust that i'm sure we try to

Turn it around

 

Can you still see the heart of me

all my agony fades away

when you hold me in your embrace

 

Don't turn me down

for all i need

make my heart a better place

give me something I can believe

Don't turn me down

you're far from the door now

don't let it close

 

-All I need

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Love you so it hurts my soul

Can you forgive me for trying again

Your silence makes me hold my breath

 

Watch the clouds drifting away

Still the sun can't warm my face

I know it was destined to go wrong

 

-Forgiven

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Wish You Were Here

Me, oh, my country man

Wish You Were Here

I Wish You Were Here

Don't you know, the snow is getting colder

And I miss you like hell

And I'm feeling blue

 

Wish You Were Here

Me, oh, my country man

Wish You Were Here

I Wish You Were Here

Don't you know, the snow is getting colder

And I miss you like hell

And I'm feeling blue

 

I've got feelings for you

Do you still feel the same?

From the first time I laid my eyes on you

I felt joy of living

I saw heaven in your eyes

In your eyes

 

Wish You Were Here

Me, oh, my country man

Wish You Were Here

I Wish You Were Here

Don't you know, the snow is getting colder

And I miss you like hell

And I'm feeling blue

 

I miss your laugh, I miss your smile

I miss everything about you

Every second's like a minute

Every minute's like a day

When you're far away

 

The snow is getting colder, baby

I Wish You Were Here

A battlefield of love and fear

And I Wish You Were Here

 

I've got feelings for you

From the first time I laid my eyes on you

 

Wish You Were Here

Me, oh, my country man

Wish You Were Here

I Wish You Were Here

Don't you know, the snow is getting colder

And I miss you like hell

And I'm feeling blue

 

(Wish you were here)

Wish you were here

Wish you were here

(Wish you were here)

I wish you were here

 

-Wish you were here

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Come near me,

enter my private chambers,

I want to feel the warmth on my face,

light-in darkness,

lift me up from here.

Give me you wings,

to flee from my ivory tower.

 

-Enter

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Fallen from grace, help me rise again.

Fallen from grace, help me through.

 

Feel these hands, the pressure, the cold, tremble.

 

Do you hear these words.

Do you feel the wounds.

 

-Grace

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In my hands

A legacy of memories

I can hear you say my name

I can almost see your smile

Feel the warmth of your embrace

But there is nothing but silence now

 

I feel so lost when you are not by my side

 

 

-Our Farewell

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Always there to remind me

It keeps me from believing

That someone might be there

Who'll free me and never ever leave me

 

-Caged

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Never thought things would change

Hold me tight

 

A bitter thought

I had it all

But I just let it go

Hold your silence

It's so violent

 

-Bittersweet

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May 13

Grief

This is me, for forever one of the lost ones
for hope I'd give my everything.

Can you still see the heart of me
 all my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace.
Don't tear me down for all I need
make my heart a better place
give me something I can believe.



Angel of Grief